I left Antigua early yesterday morning on a bus to a busy market town called Chichicastanengo on the way to Laka Atitlan to meet up with my friend Michelle. In Chichi I hung out with a Spaniard called Joseph, saw some churches built on top of temples in the busy central market then climbed a mountain shrouded in pine forest to a Mayan prayer offering site. I saw a Mayan DayKeeper perform a fire ceremony and stood in the cleansing pine smoke. Amongst the offerings I noticed a stone cross and was pleased to learn that the Mayans revered the cross as a sacred symbol long before the introduction of Catholicism by the Spanish. The Mayan cross reflects the 4 cardinal points, the 4 stations of the Sun during the day and the year and the 4 colours (Red, Yellow, Black & White) as divine powers and they are invoked as if they are divinities. The message from the Fire Ceremony is that we sustain our lives by sustaining Mother Earth. Indeed, this is what I believe the purpose of life is: 'to sustain our existence by sustaining mother earth'. Offerings are burnt as payment for our personal wrong-doings and the resin that burns attracts the gods and encourages them to give good health to all present.
I feel the sacredness of the fire, the top of the mountain, the moment. I give a word of thanks to whatever the 'greater energy' is, I don't know what to call it yet, but I can feel it. I am feeling bettter, stronger and more capable. The healing power of the smoke sweeps over me. I turn to head back down the mountain into the town and towards the lake, feeling like something has changed.